Friday, May 12, 2006

Friday 12th May 2006

Shocking!!!When I woke up,the first thing I received a call from Christopher asking me if I received his SMS.I checked my other phone.I got a shock!Why.........?Why did he think in this way?

As I reflected......what made him have this conclusion................?He mentioned in the SMS he felt that Kok Leong and I have been hiding something from him,it has been 3 weeks already and we haven't sold a single book.He wants his share of the books back.

I obliged.I have nothing to hide.It's a fact that the books have not been sold.But what disturbed me was his trust in me.Did I really do something that made him distrust me?I decided to find out the truth and clear up whatever misunderstanding that arose.

1445 hrs..........15 minutes to our meeting.....there were mixed feelings.....I felt a bit hurt,puzzled and a bit unhappy.But I know that somehow the misunderstanding has to be cleared,if not,it will affect our partnership.

1450 hrs........10 minutes to go......I can't wait to clear up the misunderstanding......I got ready to leave my house.My mind worked on how can I put in a way that doesn't sound offensive and hurting.Usually people speak without thinking,they hurt others without meaning to.And that's how friendships end.I'm very particular about how I speak to others.I don't want to hurt anyone or to make anyone feel small.As the bible says........"the power of life and death lies in the tongue....." we should learn to control our words.

Finally,the time to meet came.I told Christopher that we needed to clear up the misunderstanding.He agreed.I asked him what made him feel that we hid something from him.He replied that we did not keep him in the loop of how things went.I agreed.There was a communication breakdown here.The lesson learnt here is to communicate as much as necessary.

Great,finally I have a peace of mind.We started to talk about manifestation.He was telling me that he manifested a girl that he thought of seeing.He kind of missed her and felt like seeing her.He "Let go" and true enough,the girl tapped him from behind when he was at City Hall MRT station.2 times this week he said.Is it coincidence?Or manifestation?

I believe it's manifestation.It's because of manifestation that the coincidence occured.I was reading about Deepak Chopra's book "The Spontaneous Fufilment Of Desire" and it mentioned about coincidences.There was this story about this guy who wanted to propose to this girl.They met up at a park and just as he was about to pop the question,there was an air plane above them,with a banner.The girl whose name was Joanna asked the guy what did the banner say.Without thinking and looking,the guy replied "Marry me,Joanna".

True enough,the banner really said that.She agreed to marry him.A few days later,it was published in the papers that there was this other guy who used an airplane with a banner to propose to a girl named Joanna.Is this coincidence?It happended that day,that time,and this other guy proposing to another girl with the same name.

I think we should all start noting the coincidences in our lives.There is always a message or sign from the universe guiding us through coincidences.I'm making a note from now about coincidences.We are guided everyday,if we allow the universe to.It will bring us to our desires.

Had a great supper with my family tonight.It's a rare occasion that my brother joins us.We went to Simpang Bedok for Prata,Fried Chicken Wings,Western Food and Satay.Among all,I think the best is the Chicken Wings.I'll definitely go back and eat it again.The rest of the stuff are just average.Not that impressive.

Wow,I do feel full.Sad to say this,usually I dread going out with my family,unless my brother is with us.My younger brother.I'm the elder one.Only 2 of us.Reason is that they are pretty negative.We are operating on a different conscious level.I'm trying my best to elevate them as well.At least with my brother around,it's 2 against 2 instead of 1 against 2.Praise God,it was a wonderful outing tonight.Normally I don't write about it because it's usually negative.Tonight is an exception.

We bought Mandarin Hotel cakes for my mum for Mother's Day.It was good.But she remarked that she preferred the whole Black Forest cake.Well,we shall get that for her the next time round.Heard from my brother that 1 kilogram is 42 bucks.I think we should go for the 2 kilogram.Abundance is always better than lack.There is always enough for everyone.Rich folks like me can afford all these stuff.We go for quality instead of quantity.We are willing to pay for good service and comfort.

After all,I am born to enjoy all the luxuries of this world.I am born to be rich,abundant,successful,healthy and happy.Anyone shares this belief?If not,it's better to start believing.Well then,what is money?It's a tool to make others and yourself happy.It's always good to bless others.I love to bless people just to make them happy.After all,we live in a rich universe.We can never exhaust our source.There will always be something avaliable.

If you want something,give that away.You'll cause more to come to you.If you want money,give money away.More money will come to you.If you want more time,give more time.If you want more love,give more love.If you want more good friends,be a good friend first.Of course,do it with wisdom.Be wary of unscrupulous bastards out there who just want to take advantage of you.I'm very careful nowdays as I've been played out before.Be prudent and wise,as Pastor Joseph Prince says.

Well,that's all for tonight.Tomorrow is Saturday again..........I never like weekends.You'll find out why in the next 2 days.............stay tuned......

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